Families are like branches on a tree. We grow in different directions but our roots remain as one

I dedicated a whole post to my wonderful friends but I can’t forget my wonderful family who have been unbelievable throughout my battle.

My Mum has been my rock. She messages me every morning without fail and has done every single day since I had Little A. Before the lockdown she was visiting at least once a week and she was there for every one of my Counselling sessions to look after Little A. I know for sure that I will not be where I am without her.

My Dad is and has always been the ultimate man in my life; I may have Mr N but a girl always needs her Daddy. He grounds me and is the first person I run to when I need some advice; he’s the best at that or just when I need cheering up. He has the best sense of humour and never fails to make me laugh. He often checks in on me sending me words of wisdom and just makes everything feel a little bit better.

My Sister is my best friend. We are two very different people but I know without a doubt that if I need her for anything she’ll be there. She has her own Business which has had to close during the lockdown and I know she worries but that hasn’t stopped her support. Before the lockdown she would come and spend the day with me and Little A and it was something I always looked forward to.

My Sister in Law has also been mega supportive. She was one of the people who told me how amazing therapy was and that I should seriously consider it. She was also one of the first people I told about my diagnosis. There has never been any judgement and I know I can call on her if I need anything. Her and Mr N’s Brother are expecting their own baby this year so I’m not even sure if she’s reading these; I wouldn’t want to scare her but I appreciate everything she’s done.

Mr N’s Cousin has had her own battle with Postnatal Depression and Anxiety and is the perfect person to speak to when I need help. She’s been there recently so she understands every crazy thought. She is someone I feel comfortable confiding in and I am so grateful to have her in my life.

I cannot write a post about family without mentioning my Mr N; my soulmate and my best friend. He has been by my side throughout everything; he’s strong and he holds me up when I fall apart. He tells me I’m beautiful and that I’m a good Mum even when I don’t believe him. I’m so lucky that I have him by my side.

Fortunately for me, I have a great family both my own and on Mr N’s side but I wanted to pinpoint certain people that have stood out during my tough times.

Thank you all so much… I can never repay you.